What I've achieved so far..

At school, I was very shy and didn't really stand up for myself so it makes me really proud to think of what I've achieved since then. So far, I've had some of my writing published, been on a photoshoot for Impact Model Management, been to uni for 18 months and lived in Manchester, been in a girl band for 6 months which allowed me to live in Milton Keynes for a while, and lastly worked as a PR in Magaluf for 2 months. I'm not saying that all of these things have been good experiences but they're all things that I can look back on and say 'yeah I did that' when I'm old and grey! My goal in life is to try one new thing/ see one new place for every year of my life so hopefully I'll be given the chance to do that!

My beliefs

I believe in karma 100%, I believe in fate and that everything happens for reason, no matter how unfair it seems at the time; I believe everyone has a soul-mate; I don't know if I believe in God; I'm very open-minded to different religions; I've justt started making cosmic orders (I'll try anything once!); So it may not surprise you that I love horoscopes; I believe in ghosts. I think I've seen one; and finally I'm very passionate about living life to the fullest and doing as many things as possible while I actually can!

Some of the most stupid things I've ever done

My sister and mum came to meet me one night when I was 13 cos I was late home, only to see me with my 2 front teeth chipped, a busted nose and bruised cheek-bone...turns out I'd had 2 much to drink and had tripped over my trousers after havin a sneaky wee. Classy! Another time was in my first year of secondary school. I was late one morning [notice how being late keeps occurring], so my dad offered to take me on a shortcut on his motorbike. There I was stumbling down the cliff to get to the bike, but I didn't realise that having heels would make me tip forward, which made my legs start runnin so fast I couldn't keep up with them. I realised that my only options were to carry on runnin and fall flat on my face or do a star jump off the end. The second option sounded promising so I went for it, and ended up at the bottom seeing stars. Turns out either way I would have knocked myself out. Lifes a bitch! That cliff caused me a broken finger and a whole day at school walking around dazed thinking what the hell have I just done?!!!

Scared of

I'm terrified of heights and actually cried going up Blackpool Tower! I was only 10 years old but ya know..even looking up at tall buildings makes my legs turn to jelly! Oh yeah memories from the Big Wheel 'Dont talk, dont breathe, dont even look at me!'Thats all I could say before I burst in to tears! [: What a wuss lol. I also hate snakes as I used have a recurring dream that I woke up on a bed of snakes and everything I touched after that turned into these big ugly pythons! For a long time after that I had a thing where when I was on the toilet, I had to look every 2 minutes to check that a snake wasn't going to come and bite me on the bum! Very scary! Erm...what else? Oh yeah, if anyone touches their belly button or puts their bare feet anywhere near me I feel physically sick! Yuk. My sister has just been in hysterics watchin me cos she read the belly-button thing and started grossing me out and playin with hers...errrghhhhhhhhh.

Pick me because...

I need something to go right for once! I got a tattoo on my wrist a few years ago that says good luck in Chinese and I swear it's actually had the opposite effect! Lol...Since then I've been dumped 3 times, been stuck in Magaluf with no money and a swollen foot (I had to walk around in those velcro man sandals cos I couldn't fit into anything else which made me look oh so sexy you know...maybe not). I've dropped out of uni, been so drunk that I've poured pints over my head to make people laugh (again very sexy), and finally had to admit defeat by moving back in with my parent's and my little sister who I have to share a room with which is not good when you're a 19 year old girl with needs lol. Help! Oh yeah and the worst thing is that all of my exes found 'the one' (as they put it) with the person that they got with straight after me. I don't think thats a good sign do you?! In fact, one of them is engaged and has a baby and another has moved in with his girlfriend! Please show me some lovin Mr Producer Man and PUT ME ON THE ISLAND!!! I'm random, ambitious, geeky, love fruit pastilles, make scrumptious scones daaaarling (Yorkshire side of me coming out) love to sing like an opera singer and dance like a spoon, not take myself too seriously, flirt, flick people, go to see art-house films, visit random museums and art galleries, have deep conversations and most importantly, I need to get out of this bubble that is Barnsley!!! You know you need more down to earth northern girlies on TV...so pick ME!!! Thankyou please xxx

Future Ambitions

I want to skydive to get rid of my fear of heights; I want to be more of a free spirit rather than a worrier; I want to write a book by the age of 25; I want to learn to play the piano; I want to learn French again and hopefully become fluent; I want to write songs for successful musicians; I want to see the 7 wonders of the world; I want to help build schools in under-priviliged countries in the next few years; I eventually want to adopt as I'm not sure that I want my own children; I want to visit as many places as possible; I want to be happy and finally...I want to be SHIPWRECKED!!! Hint hint nudge nudge ;)

Hometown

Barnsley, South Yorkshire

Occupation

Unemployed as of last week...

Relationship status

Single and looking ;-)

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