What I am brilliant at

cooking,steaks,No,seriously,I,am.Um...Im,great,at,talking shit+making,people,laugh,when,they,just,want,to,break,down crying.Im,great,at,solving,other,peoples,problems,although not,quite,so,good,at,my,own.I,should,be,a,shrink.I'm, great,at,being,a,barmaid+am,the,most,smiley, barmaid,around,apparently.Although,the,two,people,who said,this,were,very,drunk,at,the,time,so,possibly,cant take,what,they're,saying,seriously.Oh,Im,also,very,good at,being,sarcastic!Love,a,bit,of,banter!Im,not,so,brilliant at,being,on,my,own(single,girly,wise).Got,out,of,a, relationship,about,2,months,ago+it,really,affected,me badly.However,as,with,most,things,in,life,even,'bad' experiences,have,good,things,come,out,of,them.Nothing, is,ever,really,'bad',it,depends,how,you,view,it.From this,relationship,I've,decided,to,be,single+focus,on myself,for,a,while.I,think,I,relied,too,much,on,him+ that,maybe,by,being,alone+achieving,my,own,goals,without anyone,else,I,will,be,totally,happy+then,that,way,I'll make,someone,else,happier,to,be,with,me,as,I,will,be, doing,my,own,thing+they'll,be,adding,to,my,life,not, distracting,me,from,my,own,path.Deep,eh?

What,I,like/dislike

Shopping!Going,clubbing,dancing,going,out,in,general!Taking tooo,many,photos,on,nights,out+looking,back,at,them,and thinking,'WTF,am,I,doing???!!'I,love,my,food!God,I,love my,food.Can,munch,for,Britain,me.Some,people,say,they,have to,remind,themselves,to,eat-I,have,to,remind,myself,to stop!I,love,going,cinema,or bowling,or,skating,although,I,cant,bowl,or,skate.No, seriously,I,cant.I,get,the,bowling,ball,down,the,side, bits,before,the,arrows,end,on,the,lane+I,once,had,to, be,sellotaped,to,the,floor,for,a,photoshoot,when,I,was on,skates,cos,Im,so,crap.I,like,to,think,it's,endearing, though!I,love,my,family+friends-they,mean,the,world,to,me. I,am,partial,to,a,bit,of,fake,tan!I,love,writing,poetry, which,alot,of,people,dont,expect,of,me.Im,a,very,deep, thinker,but,I,love,my,trashy,TV!One,great,big, contradiction,me!I,HATE,bullies,cos,I,was,bullied,when I,was,younger+it,almost,destroyed,me.I,will,NEVER,let, anyone,push,me,around,anymore+I,always,stick,up,for, other,people.I,hate,liars+manipulative,people,too.Oh+ bitchy,girls.Grrr!!

Naughtiest thing I've ever done

Stole,a,crayon,from,school...then,took,it,back,cos,I,felt bad,hahaha!

Scared of

Spiders/being,on,my,own...being,on,my,own,with,spiders, arrrrgh!

Happiest when

I'm,rushed,off,my,feet,busy,or,sitting,in,the,sun,sunbathing. Or,when,Im,out,with,my,friends,or,with,my,family...So,pretty,happy most,of,the,time,really.I,have,my,moody,times+I,can be,a,tad,dramatic,but,I,blame,being,a,drama,student+at, least,Im,not,dull!

Favourite music, movie, magazine

Ooooh,let,me,see,love,'The,Hills',Peter+Jordan,America's Next,Top,Model,Abie+Janice,Dickenson...you,seeing,a,trend here?Basically,anything,reality,tv,lighthearted+girly, Im,watching,it!

Hometown

Roydon,Essex

Occupation

Student

Relationship status

Single.VERY.

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